If I am present you are paralysed.
Blood rushes through your body. Your ears might feel funny. Your voice gets thiner, heart beat faster, breaths shorter.
Pause.
FEAR!
Just one more moment. Collect your thoughts. Prepare some things.
Be in your head, be with yourself.
all about you. all you. about you. you. I. you.
next move! next step! next word!
options, mistakes, pressure
more options, more mistakes, more pressure
PRESSURE!
i am a feeling. i belong to you, i am not alone, you are not alone.
You feel me. I am there.
You are now and you are never.
Dare something!
You know it will make you feel better, different, satisfied, relieved!
Take a risk.
You need to jump. Yes!
No. Maybe.
Maybe no.
You are afraid.
You are paralysed.
Your soul slowly flows from your body into your head.
You are everywhere and nowhere.
Where a second becomes eternity.
You are now and you are never.
